Today, as I was working on the trauma healing project: Roots in the Ruins: Hope in Trauma, I remembered the Feb. 27th, 2010 Earthquake....
Downtown Talca after the
Earthquake
I walked downtown today
as I have countless times before,
crossing the main square to the post office
then heading up South One, the shopping street.
Weaving in and out, avoiding
people columned like dominoes
round the corner and
up the steps into the bank.
The lady selling band aids,
out-shouts other vendors,
and beggars,
and the music escaping from shops
to gulp down the morning breath of
coffee or fried food.
The policeman with the police dog watch
just like any other day.
It brings me up short.
I twist my head, ears straining
To fill in what is missing
behind the familiar noise…
Deafening silence.
I walk a little further and
stop.
I perceive
past the cacophony of
normalcy…
Screaming silence.
My heart skips
a beat
or two.
I, the one who loves silence,
who pursues
quiet
like the
photographer who seeks
the prized
instant
when the
shutter snaps and
freezes time,
am frightened.
While others weep before the walls fallen,
the holey roofs
imprisoned behind the
barrier of red warning tape,
and the buildings condemned by orange
spray paint
crossing out another burial site,
I am engulfed by the
raging silence.
Two blocks, then three; and
silence hunts me down, a mountain lion
intent on its prey. My legs stay but my pounding
heart runs away, failing gallantly
to imagine the stolen sounds
that left behind the
vacuum.
I turn into a busy street,
welcoming as never before,
the hum idling at a stoplight,
the screech of brakes,
the roar of revving motors, that
drown out the
silence
of downtown Talca
after the
earthquake.
Elena Huegel
March 24, 2010