Things I have learned about staying alive
One by one, each of
the hikers came out of the trail onto the bare rock overhang. We looked down about 120 yards to the rollicking
stream below. The air was filled with
the thundering notes from the waterfall across the chasm. The virgin forest before us, uninterrupted by
trails or signs of humanity, called out freedom with millions of leaves in the
wind. We were youths and adults, from the
south and the north, dark and light skinned, from different religious
backgrounds, but we all came to this place seeking the renewal of spirit and
vision. “Ritual’s liminal or
transformative space allows new ideas and relationships to form. [. . .] Ritual space alters the surroundings,
bringing important symbols or creating a sense of beauty in a context that will
announce the unique relationships about to take place. For people in conflict, ritual space is a “jumping
ahead to the end of the book” experience in which they can imagine living in a
peaceful future” (Schirch 72).
I have learned that
to stay alive, I must seek the sacred spaces of transformation. “In a sacred
moment, I experience that wholeness. I know I belong here. I don’t think about it, I simply feel
it. Without any work on my part, my
heart opens and my sense of ‘me’ expands.
I’m no longer locked inside a small self. I don’t feel alone or isolated. I feel here. I feel welcomed” (Wheatley 133).
Sacred space is an elusive place to get
to. It seems to me that interdependence,
trust, willingness, desire, faith, connection, hope, love, mystery, risk,
and challenge are all words that are a part of this shimmering “end of the
rainbow” place. It is a moment that one
doesn’t fully comprehend until the savoring of it afterwards. It is the space where unity, diversity, and
liberty are balanced. That balance in this world can only last an instant, but
in that moment, we glimpse at what heaven must be like. Peeking into heaven transforms us. Peeking into heaven with others convinces us
that we have not stepped through a mirage or an illusion. Long after the
feelings fade away, the transformation of our relationships will be proof that
we have been to holy ground.
I have found that
place in Chile
which goes with me nestled in my heart wherever I go. When I return there, I remember where home is
and what I am called to be and do. It is my spot. To stay alive, I return
frequently to that place either physically or in my imagination. “Never forget that as you yearn to have these
moments with your spot, your spot years to have them with you. Love in nature is not just one-way; it is all
around us, everywhere in us, and meant to be shared. When you start longing for your particular
spot, know that your spot is longing for your particular presence. It’s a mutual thing” (Franquemont 308-309).
“There you find that
meeting place, the home where heart and lungs gather, where breath meets blood,
there you will find voice. When you find
your way to that home, there you will find yourself, the unique gift that God
has placed on this earth. You will find
the place from which your journey begins and to were it returns when the road
is confused and hard. This is the deeper
sense of vocation” (Lederach 166). I have been called on a quest seeking
the sacred spaces where we are transformed. I long for the holy
ground where our relationships with God, others, ourselves and all creation are
healed. The sacred spaces are pauses
that give us hope and inspire us to continue on our journey through the
“shadowlands,” a term C.S. Lewis used to speak of living on this earth with all
of its difficulties and challenges.
In order to be
vibrant, joyful, and engaged, and to continue believing in and working toward
peace and justice here in the shadowlands, I must remember to pause and be
fully present in the moments where I am restored and healed. A visit to sacred space brings about
transformation on the journey to wholeness.
Works Cited
Franquemont, Sharon. You already know what to do: 10 invitations to
the intuitive life. New York :
Jeremy P Tarcher/Putnam, 2000.
Lederach, John Paul. The Moral Imagination: The art and soul of
building peace. New York : Oxford University
Press, 2005.
Schirch, Lisa. Ritual and Symbol in Peacebuilding. Bloomfield , CT :
Kumarian Press, Inc., 2005.
Wheatley, Margaret J. Turning to one another: simple conversations to
restore hope to the future. San
Francisco , CA :
Berrett-Koehler Publishers, Inc., 2002.