Edwin Markham

Outwitted by Edwin Markham
He drew a circle that shut me out -
Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout,
But Love and I had the wit to win:
We drew a circle and took him in!

jueves, 18 de octubre de 2012

One little stone


There was once a little stone that lived on the bottom of a crystal clear and bubbling stream that ran through a green valley sprinkled with trees and shrubs.  Life in the stream was quite boring for the stone.  It felt the passing of the water which rubbed it day after day but it was hardly aware that it was being polished into bright smoothness.  It watched the sun and the moon play with their reflections in the water and the fish whirl and jump in the dancing light.  But the stone always thought that there must be more to the world than the stream bed and wondered if someday it would have the chance to escape from the seemingly eternal routine of bubbles, water, and light.
One day, without any warning, the stone suddenly felt itself being lifted out of the water.  For just an instant it was able to see the valley and some of the blue sky, but in the very next instant it felt itself stuffed into a dark bag full of other stones.  It was a very uncomfortable place for at times it smashed against the other stones as the bag bounced up and down.  Little did it know that in the process, it was being changed and molded in the process. It missed the tranquility of the stream.
            The stone did not know how much time had passed when the bag was opened and light poured in.  It rolled out along with the other stones onto something soft and felt itself turned over and set apart.  For just another moment, the stone looked out on the world to see the beauty of the green and the blue bathed in the sun’s glare, but for just a moment because now it was placed all alone in a rough piece of leather.  Then it panicked for the leather began twirling rapidly in the air and the stone became very dizzy.  Just when it thought it would faint with fright, it was flung into the air.  What joy!  Now it could see everything below!  It could see the stream, the grass, the trees, the mountains in the distance, and many men dressed in shiny armor and helmets and holding up swords.  The trip ended quickly for it had just taken in an eyeful when it crashed into something hard.   The stone then fell to the ground.
A few seconds later it felt something heavy land beside it and the earth shook with the fallen weight.  Then something picked the stone up again and a voice said, “Just the little stone I needed and at the moment I needed it.” And the stone returned to the dark bag where it continued with the other stones until it was again needed.
This is the story of David and the giant Goliath, but from the perspective of the little stone and it is a metaphor of my life, objectives and dreams. Sometimes I have been sitting in the stream waiting for something exciting to happen in my  life but didn’t realize that God was polishing me and preparing me.   Sometimes I have been in the dark bag where I have clashed with others and complained of the disagreeable and painful situations I am in.  But God uses the bumping and the dark times to teach me patience and confidence in Him.  Here also I am being molded and readied.  Sometimes I feel dizzy, in a whirling sling of activities, running crazy with thousands of things to do and hardly a moment to catch my breath.  Sometimes I have the opportunity to fly through the air, and with a clarity of vision, I feel the ecstasy of my goal in sight. And sometimes, I am smashing up against giants, hoping against hope that the aim and thrust have been just right to bring it down.   The Bible says that God didn’t look at David’s  size,  strength, or  outward appearance but looked at his heart.  I God’s hands, and with God’s power and perfect aim, I can be a little stone used to bring down the giants of these times.
           

viernes, 5 de octubre de 2012

World Communion Sunday


On World Communion day I will be traveling.  First I will drive my car one hour north to Curicó, the city where the Pentecostal Church of Chile has its “cathedral” and central offices.  I will ask the Bishop, Ulises Muñoz, to bless me for my journey.  It is customary to ask the Bishop for his special blessing, with laying on of hands, for when one is traveling especially outside the country.  This custom has become an important part of my personal ritual as I prepare myself to be a vessel of blessing wherever it is that God is sending me. 

Then I will board a bus for the three hour trip from Curicó to the Santiago airport.  Next will be an all day plane odyssey to Bolivia.  It is amazing to me that I will have four planes and four layovers just to get to this neighboring country!  One stop in Antofagasta, another in Iquique (both Chilean cities), one more in La Paz (Bolivia’s capital), and the final to Santa Cruz, Bolivia which is near the border with Paraguay.

I am going to Bolivia to lead a retreat with the staff of the Mennonite Central Committee.  So this is my story of World Communion Sunday:  A member of the Christian Church, Disciples of Christ in Los Fresnos, Texas, representing Global Ministries of the United Church of Christ and Christian Church Disciples of Christ in ministry with the Pentecostal Church of Chile, facilitating a spiritual retreat with the Mennonites in Bolivia.  It is ecumenical sharing at its best!

Christ indeed extends an open invitation to the table! ¡Gloria a Dios!  (Glory be to God!)

martes, 2 de octubre de 2012

Borning Cry

Some of you might enjoy this video I just made for a retreat I will be facilitating in Bolivia next week.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpy_f-Zd46U&feature=youtu.be

Lemon Tree


I am a tree, a lemon tree.  Until a short time ago, I had a big problem.  I didn’t give lemons.  Many might think, “What is the use of a lemon tree if it doesn’t give lemons?” However, I know a girl who thought differently.  Her name is Hope and I live in the patio of her house.
Hope’s grandfather and brother planted me about seven years ago and my life hasn’t been that easy.  The year that they planted me, there was a great drought and I lost almost all of my leaves.  But Hope’s brother watered me every day until I was strong and kept growing.  My roots went deep and my branches multiplied, but I didn’t give a single fruit.
In the Winter of my fourth year, it was very cold.  A freeze nearly did me in, but Hope’s grandfather placed a sack over me to protect me.  I spent many days hidden under the sack until winter came to an end.  That spring, I stretched up taller than the other fruit trees in the patio.  My truck got wider.  Hope had fun swinging from my strong but flexible branches.  Still I did not give any lemons.
It was in my fifth year of life that something terrible happened.  There was a storm with strong winds and rain.  The earth around my roots loosened and then, and gust of wind that almost tore the roof off the house, unearthed me.  The morning after the storm, Hope, her brother and grandfather came to see me.  Half of my roots were exposed and my branches fell down nearly to the ground I was so bent over.  My truck was split in the place where the wind had ripped off the large branch that Hope used for swinging.
“This lemon tree has never given fruit,” said the grandfather. “I think it is time to cut it down and plant another one.  The other trees in the patio are giving fruit.  I don’t know what happened to this one.  And now, with the damage caused by the storm, I don’t think it will survive.”
“Oh grandfather,” responded Hope, “Let’s give it another chance!”
Hope’s brother agreed.  Together they worked hard straightening me up and tying me to a big pole to keep me upright.  They mulched my roots and pushed them back into the ground.  They watered me every day they painted the wound where the branch had been torn off.
   At first, I thought the grandfather had been right.  Nothing changed except that many of my leaves dropped to the ground.  Winter came again.  I was too big to be covered.  I slept until the sun began to warm the air again and spring arrived.
Hope gave a shout of joy when she found the first blossom.  Then I had more and more  and slowly the flowers fell and tiny bulbs appeared.  They were small lemons!  I had lemons all over me, and according to Hope, they are the juiciest lemons she has ever tasted.
From that year, I have never stopped giving lemons.  The grandfather says that maybe it is because the soil was churned in the storm and the added mulch.  Hope took several pictures of me to show at school.  She says that my ability to give fruit even after so many challenges is an example of resilience.  I think I began to give fruit and am stronger than ever thanks to a girl who believed in me and gave me a new opportunity, stood me up, and supported me.


miércoles, 19 de septiembre de 2012

Future Tense


In the waiting room
   I sit.
In the not yet here,
    but can´t rush it.
Aspiring to something
   meaningful
To look back
   from ahead
and nod; it was a worthwhile
   life.

Eh May 2009

lunes, 17 de septiembre de 2012

¡Viva Chile!

¡Viva Chile!  This week is full of independence celebrations.  The 18th of September is Chile's Independence day and a holiday.  Here is a video you may watch with the music of "Chile Lindo" (Beautiful Chile).  And for those of you who want to practice your Spanish, the words of the song are included.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxXwi2b35uM&feature=related

domingo, 9 de septiembre de 2012

Shalom Center Prayer


The Shalom Full Body Prayer
            Shalom is the Hebrew word for peace, but it means much more than the English word.  Shalom also means health, wholeness, completeness, soundness. “Paz” is the Spanish word for peace.  “Pya’guazú” [you can pronounce it as if it were Spanish, but the sounds like uh but is pronounced in the back of the throat] is the Guaraní word for peace.  The Guaraní are the indigenous people of Paraguay.  The meaning of the word is “tranquil stomach.”  The first place we feel a lack of peace is in our stomachs.  It also has a meaning accompanied by justice because when all the people in the community are well-fed so that everyone has a tranquil stomach, there is true peace.
We’re all called to go out and share with others the peace that God is bringing into our lives.  We recognize that this peace is not an easy peace.  It comes with justice, truth, and mercy.  It is a full peace with the sharing of power not like the Pax Romana which was peaceful for the Romans but certainly not for the peoples they conquered! Whenever we do this prayer, we do it in a circle to remind us God has no beginning or end, and we are all on the same level when it comes to building peace.
Gather in a circle.  Hold out your left hand, put your right hand on top of the next person’s left hand.  Feel the sensations of holding the different hands.  One hand may be warmer, the other colder, one may be thinner, the other thicker.  Notice that you are offering support to someone else, but that you are also receiving support from another.  This symbolizes the fact that to build shalom, sometimes, in humility, we offer our gifts and sustain others, and other times we are the ones who are receiving from others and being sustained.  This is the way we do mission work around the world in the United Church of Christ.
[As the group is gathered in the circle, one person may pray aloud, and then the Full Body Prayer may be used with the following instructions.]
  Hold out your right hand while you say Paz.  Then hold out your left hand while you say Peace.  As you bring both hands toward your mouth, say Pya’guazú.
In silence, raise both hands and say to yourself, “I commit to healing my relationship with God.”  Place your hands on your heart and say to yourself, “I commit to healing my relationship with myself.”  Put your left hand on the shoulder of the next person and say to yourself, “I commit to healing my relationship with others.”  Take one step forward and say to yourself, “I commit to healing my relationship with the earth.”  Then, because God doesn’t call us to close our circles, but to reach out and bring others in:   Turn around to face out of the circle and count in your head, “One, two, three.  Then shout, “Shalom.”  When we shout “Shalom” at the Shalom Center in Chile, the Andes Mountains echo back to us.  We probably can’t shout loudly enough here for the Andes Mountains to echo back, but we can shout loud enough to remind ourselves that we are the ones to carry peace into the world.
Simplified instructions to use after the above explanations have been given:
Gather in a circle.  Hold out your left hand and put your right hand on top of the next person’s left hand and feel the different sensations.  Drop your hands as one person prays aloud.
            Hold out your right hand as you say Paz.  Hold out your left hand as you say Peace.  Hold both hands to your mouth as you say Pya’guazú.   
 (In silence, raise both hands and say to yourself) I commit to healing my relationship with God, (with both hands on your heart say to yourself) I commit to healing my relationship with myself, (put your left hand on the shoulder of the person next to you and say to yourself) I commit to healing my relationship with others, (take one step forward and say to yourself) I commit to healing my relationship with the earth.   Then turn around to face out of the circle and count in your head “One, two, three” and then shout Shalom.